You

I don't know what I am required to write..whether the red blood moon
that i so love at a different time..
It's your face..I should be able to trace
In the air..everywhere..you are not there.
But it doesn't matter much
For I can hold you in my touch
The tips of your fingers
I can feel brushing by in my memories.
Do you know that I put a tune
To every word's sand dune
And when it flows in your face
In some distant sea awake..
I can dream it
With Open eyes
And it seems that it would never end
And now I need to end
My steady flow of unreal words
Or it shall be difficult to stop
I need to just wake up
And feel the sunshine in my Hair

Skinburn

zzz..am lil drunk..on whisky..
zzz is fr feelin sleepy..dnt knw what to write fr feelin high..so..
thrs gonna be a lot of typos..i warn u..damn..
my skin's burnt..used Veet wax strips!- dnt ever use it! Damn..
on my underarms n my eyebrows n upper lips..thank God my face is nt burn..only thr .. alil..

is this better than heart burn? i wd like to believe it.ths takes mind off fm heart burn?
iwd like to believe it..
He thnks am smoking too much n it shows on my skin..i look ugly..thts what he meant..

I wnt die! atlst nt tonite..
I am a true wiccan..smone reminded me.. my underarms burn..
i dnt care.. evrythn burns..
thrs ths guy ..sorry ..thr was ths guy..in our paara long time ago..he committted suicide..by burning himself..he was still alive..when they took him to th hospital..bhai said he beged them to kill him as th pain was overwhelming..so..physical pain is worse than what burnt his heart..his mom hated his wife..they cdnt get along..he killed himslef..leavin his wife n his 1/2/3 yr old kid- i dnt remmbr th age..tht bitch..his mother..blamed one of our para guys later- sayi he commtted suicide as she had an affair wth him..it was a mess..tht poor guy (not so poor)- he liked me v v much) nev even spoke to tht poor lady..i hate th guy who committed suicide..nw he rots in hell..its on of th most vicious cardinal sins..killing urself..th life's nt urs to be taken..so u see..th life's nt urs..its His..nw th bastard's gone to hell..n wd nev evr perhaps get way frm th circle of life..thts my plan..to get awy fm th circle of life..

wait tll u hear ths one..

do u knw..women get real crazy when they are pregnat n gv birth to babies?
smthn happens to their fckn hormones..

2 storie.

1. thr was ths woman who jumped into th well when she was pregnant..
nt out of sm pain.. bt she bcame mad when she bcame pregnant.. God is unfair..she wd go to hell too..it was nt her fault..it was jst her hormones..

fck..

th other..

she was my distant relative whom i almost nev met..

she commited suicide when her boy-beautiful baby boy was 15 days old..her husband was hvn n affair wth his bhabhi..n she had bloated up n found herself really ugly post delivery..she set herself to fire..she died..amy she rot in hell..
her ubcle saw her wlakin up th stairs after her death in bridal jewellery n her shaadi wala dress..he died within a few days- hello! - he also had cancer..

ha ha//

may she rot in hell..

fck woman..hw dare u leave ur son..

i dnt..

i feel like dyin smtms early ..tkn my own life- bt takn my own life nev cms to my head..am a true God fearing person..its too dam n easy..fck..

i love tanu baby mr than anythn in the wrld.. n am made of steel..

u see..

fck.

my baby'd wrth a million lives..i can cm bk over n over agn..jst to hv him in my womb..jst to gv birth to him..

i love him. Him.

more than Him- my God.
i love HIM too..

bye.. fck u too.. if u dnt like my post ..damn..fck..am swearing..am swaering..ha ha..

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